Currently Listening Morning View By Incubus see related

 well I guess most of you know what that means! But since i am at it i might as well tell you what it does mean. It means that I get to sit and get paid to do nothing at all, while I use my office to write stuff like this. I can see a line of pigeons happily eating away all that the heavily built sweating labourers happen to drop from their load of grains at the market downstairs. The office is a well lit place, with lots of sun coming through, which is highly irritating in the given senario of the summer eating on my skin. It is bloody burning out here! I did a shoot for a friend and somehow got two or three amazing shots, ....i hope he is dead! atleast now. The sun seems to be nibbling my sense of humor too, patheticness has become a daily norm, I don't see anything new happening otherwise. get bored of everything too easily, but i do give due considerations to having a crush for a minimum of five minutes atleast in honour of the almighty who takes a lot of pains to evoke this feeling in men for propogation of species. Haven't even had the chance of doing that either, and since i have a very imortante day coming up next month I think I better resort to pleasing myself at that, come to think of it, the last time i saw someone beautifull was not very far away in time, hmm nice feeling it is to remmeber something nice, sudden rush of being at the himalayas right at this moment, would be amazin miracle, rain baby rain, I need holiday, i need to cool down, I need to get drenched and I will complaining again when that happens then you can change into whatever seems to be dry and warm preferably, but no you will go into dry and cold!

I have given somework to my staff which he is unable to do since the past few days which is because he is not been doing it for the past few months and now he can't make any head or tail out of it. So if you want something done then do it yourself! but I have a different philosophy, he must undergo the truth scan for himself and realize the problem himself, i shall only guide. I don't feed, I teach how to fish! is more like the philosophy I believe in. i don't know why there is no bloody work happening at the office today?!! it would make me happy if I have a date or something so I could leave early, but it frustrates me If I have to come all the way and nothing happens, I would have rather sat at home doing something better. That reminds me of reading up something I must! I plan to learn the piano, but that I will decide upon the next month, since it is taxing and the teacher i plan to go to is very strict, somehow it is frustrating when you are on the other side of your own well believed philosophy!

i guess it is a complete and utter uselessness that one must go through at some point or the other, ...part of being a human being! :)