This is a plea to every factor from me wanting to pee to the server shutting down just before I submit a post. For once just let me complete this one. i had written four times before this post and all of them just vanished into thin air because of some unavoidably stupid reason. Anyways stupidity has only slowed me down but it has just added one catch, made me stupid enough to choose the hard way and live. Does a thing like "the thought counts" exist is what I was gonna talk abou, since i do some amazingly crazy things as far as thinking is concerned, but only what manifests into actions matters. It is an overwhelming thing to see someone do things that others could only dream about, for example xtreme sports, fighting for a cause and being brutally murdered because you did so, so the thought that matters is actually the one which is continually sought after made strong enough is ustified by an individuals logic and also instincts and the last and the most important of all whether it manifests or not, if it does't then there is no point in it, writers have been able to affect people through history, fiction or fantasy due to the same principle, they did not keep their thought with themselves, they let it out on to the world,and when they proof read they are continually trying to make some sense out of it, for it to have the maximum desired effect. Corporate houses were made through enterprizing attitudes of the people working in it, alll they beleived in was to work and make money and hence they achieve it through the course of time some big and some small. It is like if certain amount of money is overwhelming to you it shall form a point beyond the one at which you shall be satisfied, and on the other hand if at all some one thinks that no amount of money is enough then he/she will allign in order to achieve it. Movement is the crux of everything. If humans were a powerful thought they must have chosen to move in order to live life's fulness, some might consider it a hurdle but it teaches a lot if one is ready to understand. Anyone can become whatever one wishes to, it is a matter of time, perseverance and damn it the bloody phone had to ring right now, so you see someone really wanted to get to me and he did. I hope I clear enough of me balbering things which made sense for more than two sentences, now I can sleep, all this because the fever and myalgia kept me awake for the past two days and I can stop my brain to stop racing, write delete, write delete and so on and so forth. God help me!